We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

The Light at the End of the Line

by Janis Ian

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD  or more

     

1.
See these lines on my face? They’re a map of where I’ve been And the deeper they are traced, the deeper life has settled in How do we survive living out our lives? And I would not trade a line Make it smooth and fine or pretend that time stands still I want to rest my soul here where it can grow without fear Another line, another year I’m still standing here See these marks on my skin? They are the lyric of my life Every story I begin just means another end’s in sight Only lovers understand Skin just covers who I am See these bruises, see these scars? Hieroglyphs that tell the tale You can read them in the dark through your fingertips, like Braille And I would not trade a line Make it smooth and fine or pretend that time stands still I plan to rest my soul here where it can grow without fear Another line, another year I’m still standing here I’m still standing here I’m still standing here
2.
Resist 04:29
She is. She is. She is. She is. She is. She is She is. She is. She is too short too fat too skinny Too tall too plain too pretty Too hot too wet too sticky Too… picky Oh, what an ugly girl. Oh, what an ugly girl. Put her in high heels, so she can’t run Carve out between her legs so she can’t come Get her a dress, for easy access Tell everybody that she’s just like all the rest How long? How long, how long, how long How long? How long, how long, how long Tell me I’m ugly so I’ll buy your crap Tell me you want me ‘cause I don’t talk back Tell me I carry the original sin Tell me I’m holy when I cover up my skin Tell me that my body bears a permanent stain Tell me we can marry if I give up my name Call me your baby so I never grow up Tell me you love me when you only want to fu-fu-fu- Funny how I whisper and you think it’s a roar You ask me to the table then you seat me on the floor You want me to be sexy. You want me to be pure. I cannot be your virgin and I will not be your whore. Resist. Resist resist resist. Resist. Resist resist resist. It’s a funny kind of thing, when you sing a little song and you get a couple people to sing along It’s the power of community. Authenticity changes your reality I know it’s hard to believe when they’re yelling in your ear and it’s the only voice you’re able to hear But you raise up your fist and you learn to resist and you say “I will not disappear” I will not disappear. I will not disappear. I will not disappear, I will not disappear. I will not disappear. Resist. Resist resist resist. Resist. Resist resist resist. Resist, resist, resist. Resist, resist, resist, resist Resist
3.
Stranger 03:04
I was once a stranger here Running from a land of fear Left my home and friends behind Left the love I knew was mine I was once a stranger here Did not know a single word Only knew what I had heard Land of opportunity built by people just like me I was once a stranger here In my old town, there’s a lot of fear One wrong word and you disappear No one dares shed a single tear It gets smaller every year Now I have to leave again Leave my family, leave my friends Don’t know where they’re sending me Only know that I will be a stranger there Yes I will be a stranger there
4.
Swannanoa 03:28
Swannanoa, I can hear you call my name upon the wind If I fall behind, don’t worry You will see my face again You will see my face again Swannanoa, I am longing for my home so far away I will carry you within me from the cradle to the grave From the cradle to the grave And the mountains, and the mist and the white clouds they kissed And the sweetgum’s perfume in my hair When these hard times have passed I will see you at last Swannanoa, I’ll be home to stay Oh my darling, I’ll be home to stay When these hard times have passed I will see you at last Swannanoa, I’ll be home to stay Oh my darling, I’ll be home to stay
5.
Paint the walls in fairy tales A ceiling full of stars Mobiles hung in gay displays above the cradle bars Sometimes I think I hear your laughter through the door Then I remember what I won’t hear any more Do you see me down here? Talking to the empty air? In my memories of you, I’m just a little closer to wherever good dreams go up there I was once the only one to brush away your tears If ever you are lonely, I will always be right here and if you need me, you can wish upon a star ‘cause I will always hear your prayers in my heart I wonder where you are tonight are you warm, and tucked in tight? And do you ever visit me, in your memory? People think I’m crazy to be holding on so long but how can I get over you when you’re not really gone? I wonder where you are tonight are you warm, and tucked in tight? And do you ever visit me, in your memory?
6.
Pretend that you’re a girl, for the rest of your life Pretend it for the world, though you know it isn’t right If life’s a fairy tale, you can play your role and be Be a perfect little girl for all the world to see but there’s a sacred place inside and it’s a place you just can’t hide If this whole wide world would only see they’d know you tried to be a perfect little girl Pretend it’s all a dream and one day you’ll wake inside to be somewhere in-between where you left, and you arrived And you’ll know that dreams come true, ‘cause it’s happening to you Like a redbird finds the spring, you will find your season, too ‘cause there’s a sacred place inside and it’s a place you just can’t hide If this whole wide world could see they’d know you tried to be a perfect little girl Blame it on the sun Blame it on the moon Blame it on the stars that shine the same on me as you ‘cause there’s a sacred place inside and it’s a place I just can’t hide If the world could see inside of me they’d know I tried to be a perfect little girl Perfect little girl Perfect little girl
7.
Nina 03:25
Nina, I can see your face, caught up in the song’s embrace Alphabets of lightning falling from your lips Raining on your fingertips Any kind of fool could see, you were always meant to be Miracles in moonlight, worshipped from afar Burning like a falling star And how were you to know this world was so damned hard on beauty Frightened by your lightning song Nina, can’t you see? You were always beautiful to me Crazy as a loon. In your own cartoon What a world those eyes must see When you hit the mark, you stopped my heart Then you’d turn around and grind it right into the ground. I’d find it Cradled in the arms of song Right where miracles belong Melody and madness. Sanctity and sadness. A heart at war – nothing more But how were you to know this world was so damned hard on beauty Frightened by your lightning song Nina can’t you see? You were always beautiful to me
8.
Take these burdens from my heart Lay them down beside the sea They are tearing me apart Let them drift away from me Take this sorrow from my soul I have prayed to find some rest It’s a weight I cannot hold It lays heavy on my breast This long night cannot last forever This long night, sorrow shields the stars Give me light Illuminate the darkness in my heart Dancing with the dark I’m dancing with the dark Take these tears that blind my eyes I have lived too long in shadows Unbind these shuttered skies My horizons are too narrow Take my weariness and sorrow Take the troubles I have borrowed They will all be here tomorrow This long night cannot last forever This long night, sorrow shields the stars Give me light Illuminate the secrets of my heart I’m dancing with the dark Dancing with the dark
9.
Things are different down here People say they love you, then they disappear I’m the king of all I dreamed of, but nobody seems to care Things are different down here When I sat at His right hand Passing judgment on the world at His command How He loved me, from above me That’s the thing I could not stand when I sat at His right hand It doesn’t seem so far to fall when you are up there, looking down but from the ground you see eternity and a distance so profound, there’ll be no forgiveness now A race that can’t be run A war that can’t be won A song that can’t be sung just to feed my hunger I don’t need your love I don’t need your love to see what I’ve become but look at me, now I am free, now Free to build my kingdom come on the dark side of the sun Things are different down here...
10.
Summer in New York Skies are blue, but I’m across the river Missing you, but nothing like before Summer in New York Jazz in Central Park Chocolate kisses stolen in the dark Rooftop romance. Sugar by the shore. Summer in New York What a time we had! Gone from good to bad Remember how we would strut and promenade the Strand The men were hat in hand Fifth Avenue was oh, so grand! The heat came rising through our feet When sin and sidewalk meet you’re dancing to a very different band Oh, man Now that we’re apart, the memory’s more precious than forever You’ll always be my Coney Island heart Summer in New York Summer in New York Summer in New York
11.
It’s the end of the line and I know it’s been rough Oh, but time after time, it was always enough You were there when I laughed You were there when I cried You are there as I tell you “Good-bye” It’s the end of the line and whatever they say, I was yours, you were mine Just a heartbeat away Close enough to be kissed Far enough to be missed From the cradle to silver and grey In due time, there will be someone else who will see all the good in your heart, even though we’re apart Oh, how I’ve loved your heart In the blink of an eye, all that’s left is the past and the memories fade ‘til there’s silence, at last But the song will remember The spark will still shine It’s the light at the end of the line There’s a light at the end of the line
12.
Better times, better times will come. Better times, better times will come. When this world learns to live as one, oh, better times will come When we greet each dawn without fear knowing loved ones soon will be near And when the winds of war cannot blow any more Oh, better times will come Better times, better times will come. Better times, better times will come. When this world learns to live as one, oh, better times will come Though we live each day as our last we know someday soon it will pass We will dance, we will sing in that never-ending spring Oh, better times will come Better times, better times will come. Better times, better times will come. When this world learns to live as one, oh, better times will come Oh, better times will come Better times, better times will come. Better times, better times will come. When this world learns to live as one, oh, better times will come Oh, better times will come

about

Produced by Janis Ian
* Resist produced by Randy Leago & Janis Ian.
* Better Times Will Come produced by Viktor Krauss & Janis Ian.

All songs by Janis Ian; © Desperation Publishing (BMI).
www.janisian.com
www.bettertimeswillcome.com
Album ℗ 2021 Rude Girl Records, Inc.

Special thanks to Jeff Evans, Randy Leago, and Tom Rashford, without whom this album would not have happened.

Also to Beth Cartwright, Colby Gustafson (mastering assistant), Dave & Deb Pate, D’Addario Strings & Accessories, G7th Capo Company, Jeannie & Bill Bystrom, Jill Reitmeyer, Joan Dans, Joan Maute, Jon Perry, Julian Dans, Julie Perry, Leanne Ungar, L R Baggs, Neumann Microphones, and Santa Cruz Guitars. Extra special thanks to Debra Hyslop for all her support and understanding.

To the fierce women who inspire me, from my mother and grandmothers to Jennie Adams, Stella Adler, Janet D’Addario, Odetta, Merka Oser Fletcher, Nina Simone, and Miriam Theresa Winter. Last but far from least, to my wife Pat, who is brave when I am not, and kind when I cannot.

credits

released January 21, 2022

Design: Dan Schuman, veer90.com
Mastered by Piper Payne at Infrasonic Mastering, Nashville, TN

Engineers: Jared Anderson for Evergreen Productions, Nashville; Brandon Bell/Southern Ground, Nashville; Jim Brock/Buddha View Studio; Philip Clark/live recording; Jeff Coffin/ITA Studios, Nashville; Gordon Hammond/Sound Emporium, Nashville; Janis Ian/Granny White Studio; Viktor Krauss (Roy Agee, Jim Hoke, Sam Bush, John Cowan, Viktor Krauss, Jim Oblon)/Split Window Studio, Nashville; BreviT-Steven May/The Closet, Hinsdale MA; Jon Perry/Sun Coast Studio, Bradenton FL; Matt Rausch/Vince Gill/Bushwood Studio, Nashville; Jared Yates (Diane Schuur)/Tempo Heart Studios at Jem Productions, Palm Desert CA; Andrea Zonn/The Cutting Garden, Nashville.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Janis Ian Florida

Janis Ian began her iconic career at age 14 when she wrote her impactful song “Society’s Child” about an interracial romance between teenagers. Her honest songwriting has translated into culturally significant tracks including “At Seventeen,” “Jesse,” and “Stars.” She has been nominated for nine Grammys and won two: one in 1976 for “At Seventeen” and one in 2013 for Best Spoken Word Recording. ... more

contact / help

Contact Janis Ian

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Janis Ian, you may also like: